Artwork Brendan de Clercq
De Strijd met de ‘Monkey Mind’
Armin van Buuren staat al decennia aan de top van de dance-industrie. Duizenden fans juichen hem toe tijdens zijn optredens, maar achter de schermen speelt een andere strijd. “Voor mij draait mentale gezondheid om het beheersen van de ‘Monkey Mind’—die innerlijke stem die me 's nachts wakker houdt en blijft herhalen wat ik nog moet doen of niet goed genoeg heb gedaan,” legt Armin uit.
Artwork Peter Donkersloot
From Success to Inner Peace and
Mental Strength
The Battle with the ‘Monkey Mind’
Armin van Buuren has been at the top of the dance industry for
decades. Thousands of fans cheer him on during his performances, but behind the scenes, a different battle takes place. “For me, mental health is about managing the ‘Monkey Mind’—that inner voice that
keeps me awake at night, telling me what I still need to do or what I didn’t do well enough,” Armin explains.
That internal restlessness is something he has struggled with for a long
time. “Five years ago, I decided to seriously work on myself. I started
therapy and created a ‘baseline’—a foundation I can always fall back
on, so I don’t have to rely on numbing substances.”
A New Way of Coping
For years, Armin used alcohol to relieve tension. “I used to need two
glasses of champagne before going on stage. Now, I do a breathing
exercise and tell myself, ‘I’m okay, no matter what happens.’ That
completely changed how I deal with stress.”
Since quitting alcohol, he feels better than ever. “This March marks five
years since I stopped. It has only brought me positives: I sleep better,
I’ve lost weight, and I feel physically and mentally stronger.”
The Gap Between the Stage and Loneliness
One of the biggest challenges in a DJ’s life is the contrast between
performing and the solitude that follows. “You’re in front of tens of
thousands of people, full of adrenaline, and an hour later, you’re in a
silent hotel room. That’s mentally tough.”
During the COVID-19 pandemic, Armin realized the importance of
connection. “After Avicii’s passing, I felt that we DJs needed to talk
more about mental health. That’s why, during COVID, I started a group
chat and Zoom sessions with colleagues. We discovered that we all
struggle with the same challenges.”
The Power of Physical and Mental Health
Armin believes in the connection between a healthy mind and a healthy
body. “It sounds cliché, but it’s true. Getting good sleep, eating well,
drinking plenty of water, and exercising really make a difference in how
you feel mentally.”
Meditation has also become a key part of his routine. “I’ve been
meditating for over a thousand days in a row now. It helps me calm my
thoughts and stay connected to myself.”
From Shame to Self-Love
One of the biggest lessons Armin has learned is to accept himself. “I
was a people pleaser—I wanted everyone to like me. But in doing so, I
lost myself. Since I’ve allowed myself to be vulnerable, my life has
become so much better.”
For example: “I’ve had three hair transplants. In the past, I would have
kept that a secret, but now I just took off my cap during my radio show
and said, ‘This is me.’ It felt uncomfortable, but also freeing. Shame is
dangerous. It can break you if you don’t dare to be open about it.”
A Message for Young People
For young people struggling with mental health, Armin has a clear
message:
"Know that you are not alone. Talking helps. Everyone has moments
when they feel bad, but the most important thing is not to go through it
alone. Seek support from friends, family, or professionals. There is
always a way forward."
“The cave you fear holds the treasure you seek.”
In other words, the things you fear most often contain the greatest
lessons and personal growth.
By speaking openly about mental health, Armin hopes to inspire others
to find their own inner peace. “It’s a process, not a destination. But by taking care of yours.
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